there's no more u and me !!!!

at last i've made my decision to leave and forget bout u..
i know..eventhough b4 diz i had try my best to do it...
but i CAN'T....
NOW...... i think i can make it....
because u dun even care bout me...

sooo... for what im waiting for u????
am i rt????
now..im moving on with my life...
u follow ur own way...
and im with my own way....

i'll hope.. i'm able to do it seriously since i fed up with u and ur sweet's word..
hahahahaah.....
now THERE'S ONLY ME... FARAH... AND MYSELF.....
I DISLIKE U AND OUR DISGUSTING MEMORIES AS WE WERE TOGETHER BEFORE !!!
'GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE AND MY PAST'

aiseyhhh!!!!

adeyhhh.. lame dh x update coz lupe password n mail..
hahaha... malu nya la...
but now...ok la... seb bek ade save kt dlm phone...
ok jgk long term memory aku ni..
ahakzzzzz......

semester 2,Year 2

masuk sem 4 ni.... igt kn leh la rilexx...
tp x kot.. coz sbjek nye gler tough la..
nk nye MUSCULOSKELETON...
tah bp byk bones,muscles,tendon,ligaments..
yg perlu diamek taw...
adeyhhhh......
cm ner la nnt....

dh la 1st exam 21/1/2010...
gle cuak kot...
so kne la start stdy from now...
skit2 pn x pe la...
jnji ade jgk yg di revised kn..
huhuhuu....

and yg plg best nye....
dpt group bru la...
majmuk kot...
hahahaha....
ye la b4 diz mn la aku nk rapat ngan ashta,faatin,kak fisha...
then diz sem... sume nye len...

mgkin thn baru...azam pn baru kot...
buang yg keruh,amek yg jernih...
umor pn mkin meningkat...
so pemikiran pn kne la matang kn??
thnxxxx 4 all of u....
hope kite still cm ni..
til ble2 la k???

btw to kak fisha...
selamat menjadi tunangan org bln 5 t...

1 hari bersama family t'chenta !!!!

smlm ( 26.12.2009 ) jenjalan kt ampang park...
dh lme kot x g sane...
building nye gle old skool..
hahahahaa.....
so x bp ade smngt nk shooping la kn???

alaaa... nk shopping pn...
bju kurung je....
my mom la saybok sgt haa...
nk bli bju kurung 4 her beloved's son wed t...
hahahaha...

berjam2 lame nye aku tggu kt kdai 2....
after 2 1/2 hrs... bru la 3 helai bju dibeli nya...
then g plak teman mama cut hair...
adeyhh... dlm ati jelez taw....
x de pn bju tok aku... hhahaha
tp diam2 je.. mls nk tnjuk muke kn???

then mlm nye... stop by kat R & R kesas...
aku nk buke pose kn??? upzzz....
mkn satay n chicken chop...
agk t'kezut la coz x sgke abah nk bli kn tok aku...
hahahha... terharu kot... ngiawww.....

hari yg beshhh!!!!!

hari ni aku bgn kul 12 kot....
mau x nye... tido lmbt last nite....
chat ngan c ex la...
nk clarify pe yg ptt... huhuhuhu
but nvm... enjoy ade.. sedih pn ade ble chat ngan dye....
dkt kul 3 lbh bru aku carik my bed...

then b4 tido... c dye call...
rase apy je dpt dgr suare dye... hihihi ....
tgah hari ble bgn.... juz aku je kt umah sowang2...
mama,abah,aboy,ezad....
dh kuar... tggl kn aku sorang... cisss!!!!

aku yg ngah mamai ni pn..
tgk diri kt cermin...
buruk tol ghupe aku...
wambut cm lion...
muke byk jerawat... yg dh mati k??
hhahahaha....

on pc....
mule kan tgah hariku...
dgn FB...
update pe yg ptt...
tgk fishy aku... sume nye sht2 belaka...hahahah
bg mkn!!! tp aku ni kne jg mkn...
adeyhhhh....
then on youtube.. layan lgu ape2 yg bezzz.....
kemudian,blk la abah,ezad,aboy dlm kul 2 lbh....
mama x de.. coz teman kakak nye d hospital!!!!!

thank you dear !!!

fawwa rase apy and at da same time feels sad...
because......
my dear.. he always busy with his job...
and im at home like a p*g..
eat...eat...and eat....
hahaha... help me out of it!!!!
coz i can't stop....

Nvm... as long as he's loyal to me...
and get his job done....
Eventhough he sooo bz...
At least he still have time to call me...
juz want to know my routine at home...
he always make me smile...
i love u syg....

Now im trying to get used the way he's working...
and im trying not to disturb him...
by..... wait 4 his call....
if not... i will text him...
juz want to make sure...
he's ok... eat or not.. and where is he....

tq dear... u make my life happier and brighter...
every seconds,minutes and day....
i'll appreciate that....
can't wait to see in coming next 2 mnths...
love u... XOXO.... =p

in Loving Memories... ( You and Me ) part 3

Namun semua ini mula menjadi kenangan...
kerana aku sudah b'sama dgn si dia yg lain....
Aku pohon kemaafan drmu,Farhan....
Bkn niat ku mahu melukakan hati dan mengguris perasaanmu....
aku lakukan ini...
kerana aku mahu m'cari peluang yg len b'same org yg lain...
kerana kau....
tak pernah nk menunjukkan kesungguhan kau untuk ..
kembali ke pangkuan aku...
aku tunggu...tunggu dan terus menunggu...
Namun hasil nya tetap sama... dan m'hampakan hatiku ini....

Terima kasihku ucapkan pdmu...

kerana menyayangi diri ini seadanya...

aku sedar..

aku bkn lah gadis idaman kau..

aku x hot...

aku x kurus...

aku ni b'kulit gelap...

Aku m'hargai kasih dan syg yg aku curahkan pd aku...

kau m'buatkan duniaku ini seakan dlm alam fantasi....

Aku harap biarlah...

memori kita b'sama akan terus b'legar2 di fikiranmu...

Jgn lah kau lupuskan nya dr ingatan mu,syg...

Walaupun aku tahu... KAU DAN AKU....

kini TINGGAL KENANGAN.....